This is hard for me to say and I can't believe I did it.
I don't like myself for doing it either.
I think the easiest way is for me to just come out and say it bluntly. Please don't judge me though as it was all in the line of work.
I killed somebody today.
I hated doing it and had to physically force myself to type every word but it was their time and it needed to be done. It's sad to see the person go as I love everyone of my characters but there was no way around it.